how bad it is.. what i've juz blog, it's all gone!! now, gotta retype everything back again. sigh.. *freak!! looks like i've to spend another hr to retype it all. stupid! *something is wrong with the blogger when i click on the icon "publish"... -.- well, shall blog it short. *argh*!!
orite, finally i'm in vacation now.. had juz finish my last paper.. total up, i've got 3 papers.. tink i fail all the 3 paperS?? sigh... how sad.. no confident at all.. yea, only confident tat i'll fail?? i did studied for it. the papers ain't hard either... maybe it's juz my standard isn't there? quite sad.. i oso donno.. or perhaps i'm not hard working enough bah? haiz.. so "diu lian" (throw face).. studied the same thing in ite for 4 yrs?? come here, i fail? thought should get high marks instead?? sigh.. who to blame? i only can blame myself.. how stupid of me huh.. =( *SADDNESS*
test has finally over.. those of my hard days are finally over too.. during and before the test, so many things i've been band from doing it.. no online, no go out, no shopping, no slacking, no touching of my new toy (lappie) hahas.. and so much more i got band from. hahahs.. now, everthing is all over.. how glad huh... but i still got back bad results.. sigh..
however, things alr pass, say so much oso no use le. for now, i'm gonna cherish my time with raed. he's going in under police in the next 5 days later.. this 5 days i'm gonna stick with him like super glue. i'm gonno miss him so so so muchy! hahas.. we mit everyday ever since we were tog. now, raed is going for police le, we wont get to meet everyday like what we alwaz does. it's going to be different when he enters police acadamy.. = /
miss you raed!! hahas.. though i alwaz doesn't seems to be.. infact i reali does. it's in my heart.. no one knows.. i reali do miss you right here deep in my heart. i'm thankful for what you've done for me in everything.. and your endurance too.. know you don like me to frown, my bad temper, and me alwaz anyhow spend money.. you've been enduring me and guide me all the way by my side.. i know i hasn't been a good gf.. seriously i know i'm that bad. i believe i can be better.. to be a nice gf.. but to my tinking is that you've been spoliing me.. alwaz giving in to me.. too much that i got advantage of you? which leads me to take things for granted? well, i know to you, is ok.. to you i'm not as bad as you tink.. i know what you want.. all you wan is me alwaz by ur side. and had that 3 bad points off.. and to you, i'll be perfect. right raed? hahas.. i promise to be good k? i'll try my best to get off the 3 points k.. =] sometimes i oso very "pei fu" you leh.. knowing you've been enduring when my bad points occur.. yet you still can make use of this bad points into jokes and make me laugh.. hahas! to change it into fun and laughter and tease me juz to see me smile.. how "wei da" huh.. lols! i simply love you so much. you know me too well. hahas.. miss you raed.. you go police, i'll wait for you to be back de k.. i'll be a good girl at home. hehes!
orite, i apologise to you cuz i'm alwaz been very fierce to you.. alwaz scold you.. alwaz and everytime keep scolding you.. one day donno can scold how many times.. how fierce am i to you uh.. you know me too well.. i'm alwaz so fierce.. i know you alr try to avoid to do things which i don like. cuz you know i'll scold you.. but in the end i still scold. hur.. -.-
i'll try not to be so firece in the future time k.. hehe.. hahs! thks so much raed!!
"ytd the lift door hits you, pain ma??" ... sorry, raed.. sorry for my stubborn-ness!!
* I LOVE RAINNY DAY!!*
